i wrote this before my interview
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publishing today, but I wrote this sometime in April, before my interview. don't remember the exact date.
- I am so nervous right now
- I was supposed to be prepared
- I was supposed to re-enter the workplace with vengeance
- I was supposed to be up-skilled to take on new challenges
- this is not how I imagined it to be
- I don't know if I would measure up
- I don't know if they would see through me
- I don't know if I'll get lucky again
- Once again find myself in a place of desperation
- I guess I'll soon find out if there is any monetary value of spending five years (in the previous job)
- will I be able to start my life on equal measure or will they low-ball me because I have been out of work for --- years
- back in ----, I survived (actually lived pretty decently) on INR --,---- per month
- I wonder if I'll be again be able to rebuild my life
- I wonder if given this opportunity if I'll be able to take complete advantage of it?